Every single time I sit and try to write, the words don’t come. The need to write is there. The all consuming feeling that I must write something overrides my ability to do literally anything else without thinking about how I would write that scene. But, the words don’t come.
I want to have a day in which I write and the words come freely and without struggle. I want one day in which I don’t second guess every sentence. One where sitting and writing and feeling is it.
So, I’ve spent my time watching movies. I have read just two books in the last two months. I am glad that I am still reading. Although, slowly. I just wish I could get the feelings out of my brain and onto paper? the screen? literally anywhere.